Rant rant rant
So me, writing a fanfiction of a game that I totally know everything about *cough* fallout 3 *cough* And I’m likin’ it, ya know? But, then I re-read it and realize, there’s really no details, but, if I add any more I’d forget what the original concept was. WHICH IS WHAT IS HAPPENING IM ZONING OFF INTO USELESS DETAIL LAND BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT I GET FOR STARTING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STORY.
Anyways, hey since I’m utterly (udderly) stuck in a rut, I’m gonna get inspired by others’ FO3 fanfiction about the same characters! YEAH, good idea! Right?
Hell no. Dammit, now I’m all like, Oh my god everyone is amazing. Anne is amazing. Jathis is amazing. EVERYONE. And I’m like, shit. I’ll never be that good WHY CAN I NOT GET THIS STUFF DOWN? I have pretty good Butch-speak, I know his character in EVERY possible way, I’ve got down my back stories and my future planned out and I’M JUST DOING A LITTLE PART OF IT. Why can I not be pleased with any of my work.
Sure I’ll show it to some friends at school and maybe my dad, they will say heck yes good job. BUT NO CRITICISM. That’s all I want man.
Hey am I rambling…
Anyways, I know I’m young but I just cannot wait to get into creative writing. This year my English teacher isn’t going to give us any prompts or narratives to write or even books to read! All we do is learn about adjectives and stuff, not even good writing structure! It’s like I’m in 5th grade all over again and it sucks. Because now, I have nothing to practice on. No one is forcing me to write, therefore I DON’T write.
OVERLY DRAMATIC SIGH. Oh well! What sucks is no one really sees my writing, so I get little to no good criticism.
